I almost forgot…

today I attended 2 wedding ceremonies, Nic & Eva and Kevin & Chris.

Nic & Eva’s wedding is my most anticipated wedding ceremony that I had been before. a summer-garden theme wedding. it is definitely something different, something simple and yet the most lovely ceremony I had participated. there was no typical ‘heng-dai and ji-mui’ act, nor red packet collection during luncheon. it’s just simple greeting the bride, tea ceremony for both their parents and immediate relatives, exchange of marriage vow and end with a western style luncheon. I would rate this as the best wedding ceremony.

Kevin & Chris’s wedding is really extravagant. typical rich family holding a wedding ceremony but no doubt the food is great, the wine is smooth and the atmosphere is soothing with jazz band throughout whole nite. indeed the most exaggerated wedding dinner I had attended before.

with so much love in the air flowing around, I suddenly have this urge to write this emo post. I’m just a normal gal ok… and a normal gal like me has all the rights in the world to be emo bout her life.

it’s been quite a while since I last be a ‘receiver’. it doesn’t matter to receive in the sense of financial or emotion or even security. I’ve been a ‘full-time provider’ or perhaps a ‘self provider’ since I last broke off. you know… providing financial partially to my family, providing thoughts to family and friends, providing treats for myself, providing sympathy for myself. somehow this ‘provider’ role of mine has slowly taught me to become an independent gal. alrite…. an independent yet emo gal…

and I just realized that today I was given the chance to become the ‘receiver’. the honour of having someone picking me up from doorstep, accompanying me to wedding ceremonies, making sure I have my favourite dish on my plate and getting me out of awkward situations.

so what have I almost forgotten? I almost forgot the joy of being the ‘receiver’… and I just wanna say, I enjoyed today and thank you for letting me be the 'receiver' for the day :)