all I need is…

just a pat on my back.

everything in the world seems to be so negative especially when you are down physically, mentally and emotionally.

until lately, work has slowly smoothened out. and getting a token of appreciation from boss, superior and colleagues is definitely the best way to keep it going. knowing that all the hard work I’d put in is getting in return and having bunch of supportive colleagues behind me, I am indeed very thankful for it.

being one of my blog readers, Terry has sensed something is wrong with me. he tried calling a few times just to make sure I am a ok but I am so sorry that I couldn’t spend time talking to update him about my life. being the usual gentleman of him, he made a trip back to KL to catch up with me as well as to visit his relatives. we initially planned to head down to some club to party but plan changed and we headed to Luna Bar instead. I would say it was a great session for me to loosen up a bit and getting some words of encouragement from him to get going in life.

thanks all for those who has just given me a pat on my back. I really do appreciate it and cheers for the new upcoming obstacle in life.

what’s on my mind?!

recently there are just too many things going on and so many things running through my mind concurrently . I seriously dislike the way of life I’m living now… I utterly hate it when things are not in my own control, when I am forced to do something that I despise and when things I planned are turning upside down.

How do I know if I have made the right decision?
What should I do to get out and break free?
Why is time always insufficient for me?
Where has my passion gone?
When will I get what I have always dreamed of?
Who can I share my burden with?

I really wish I can just get out of my routine and hide at some peaceful beautiful beach to sort out things in my life.

I am just so pissed off with myself now