all about tomorrow. no, it’s not my big wedding day nor any special date. but when comes tomorrow, there are 2 occasions that will be my first time.
tomorrow morning will be my first time for running long distance after ditching it since secondary school. don’t think I can run all the way through 4.5km but I hope I can finish the whole course within satisfactory time.
and tomorrow evening will be the starting of our aussie trip. this is my first trip with only these 2 fellas but it’s really something that I had been anticipating quite long ago. guys, be kind to me ok :P
oh gosh, I think the butterflies are fluttering in my stomach now. ciao...
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Sorry just doesn’t seem to be the hardest word
I hate the feeling being blame for no reason but I also dislike explaining myself as I felt if you had already started seeing things only from your own point of view and pointing fingers at me, there is no need for me to waste my time to talk to you anymore.
if you are too ego to be aware, I would like to strongly state again that he is a staff of KL branch therefore his priority is definitely KL projects and unfortunately yes, I handle all KL project which I did keep you in loop of what is what but maybe you are too busy to even bother.
I had given his 2 months schedule since end of August for you to plan what is the good timing you need him to be in Singapore. I did remind you that his schedule is very pack for the coming 2 months and advices you to plan early. but you were giving me excuses that your client has not confirmed the project hence you can’t make decision until then. fine, I understand things will change inevitably so do my projects.
you only give me few days earlier notice 2 weeks ago needing him to be in Singapore. yes, it’s my fault for not informing you that KL projects has urgent hiccups yet his schedule had drifted slightly. but you have to bear some of the responsibility too for not planning early which I did remind you again and again.
I did not want to point fingers at anyone at that moment as I felt shits do happen and what we need to do is to look for solution. I helped you and give way in certain way in order for you to have proper training time for him. and again yes, it’s my fault that I did not know China embassy will close for a week long which caused him to have no passport on hand to go over Singapore. again I tried to help to arrange him to be in JB on Tuesday so that you and your team can save time travelling all the way to KL just to have the training since you were complaining that you have lots to do in Singapore.
this morning at 7am, he called to inform me the sad news that his grandma had just passed away and I sincerely do believe that he is not feeling good too that this sad news had interrupted our schedule and planning. he is supposed to be entitled for 2 days of compassionate leave and only has to report to work on Wednesday. but he realized that we really do need him urgently and he has voluntarily decided to take the earliest Tuesday noon hour bus to JB to help with the event midnite setup and the next day to concentrate on your training.
for God’s sake, he had just lost his beloved grandma but he is still bearing his responsibility as a cooperative team member in the corner of his mind. and all the fuck you can think of is it’s too last minute and you are very worried if there’s any more hiccups which you will don’t know what to do next and wish I could have just followed your order to send him down to Singapore last 2 weeks ago when you requested.
if this is all that is going on your fucking mind now and sorry is the word that you want to hear from me. So yeah, sorry. I had sent you a sms to say sorry too but if you are reading this and I really do hope you are reading this, that piece of sorry is not the hardest word I can say and frankly, it is not sincerely from my heart. if you want to know why, coz I felt you are the most shallowest (I know it’s grammatically wrong but I want to make it extreme) person in the entire company and all you can think is just you and yourself. the world will not stop if the project is missing 1 team member. the company will not close down if the project is missing 1 team member. to be honest, I am feeling more sorry to know that you are such a big (physically) jerk!
if you are too ego to be aware, I would like to strongly state again that he is a staff of KL branch therefore his priority is definitely KL projects and unfortunately yes, I handle all KL project which I did keep you in loop of what is what but maybe you are too busy to even bother.
I had given his 2 months schedule since end of August for you to plan what is the good timing you need him to be in Singapore. I did remind you that his schedule is very pack for the coming 2 months and advices you to plan early. but you were giving me excuses that your client has not confirmed the project hence you can’t make decision until then. fine, I understand things will change inevitably so do my projects.
you only give me few days earlier notice 2 weeks ago needing him to be in Singapore. yes, it’s my fault for not informing you that KL projects has urgent hiccups yet his schedule had drifted slightly. but you have to bear some of the responsibility too for not planning early which I did remind you again and again.
I did not want to point fingers at anyone at that moment as I felt shits do happen and what we need to do is to look for solution. I helped you and give way in certain way in order for you to have proper training time for him. and again yes, it’s my fault that I did not know China embassy will close for a week long which caused him to have no passport on hand to go over Singapore. again I tried to help to arrange him to be in JB on Tuesday so that you and your team can save time travelling all the way to KL just to have the training since you were complaining that you have lots to do in Singapore.
this morning at 7am, he called to inform me the sad news that his grandma had just passed away and I sincerely do believe that he is not feeling good too that this sad news had interrupted our schedule and planning. he is supposed to be entitled for 2 days of compassionate leave and only has to report to work on Wednesday. but he realized that we really do need him urgently and he has voluntarily decided to take the earliest Tuesday noon hour bus to JB to help with the event midnite setup and the next day to concentrate on your training.
for God’s sake, he had just lost his beloved grandma but he is still bearing his responsibility as a cooperative team member in the corner of his mind. and all the fuck you can think of is it’s too last minute and you are very worried if there’s any more hiccups which you will don’t know what to do next and wish I could have just followed your order to send him down to Singapore last 2 weeks ago when you requested.
if this is all that is going on your fucking mind now and sorry is the word that you want to hear from me. So yeah, sorry. I had sent you a sms to say sorry too but if you are reading this and I really do hope you are reading this, that piece of sorry is not the hardest word I can say and frankly, it is not sincerely from my heart. if you want to know why, coz I felt you are the most shallowest (I know it’s grammatically wrong but I want to make it extreme) person in the entire company and all you can think is just you and yourself. the world will not stop if the project is missing 1 team member. the company will not close down if the project is missing 1 team member. to be honest, I am feeling more sorry to know that you are such a big (physically) jerk!
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