the routine

Sunday night @ 1130pm

I have been doing the same practice for the last 3 months on every Sunday night (alright, almost every Sunday night). for the first one and half months, I did it with lots of enthusiasm. hoping to get the results at the soonest. then I slowed down. losing the momentum, losing the anticipation. now, I am still doing it with lots of hesitation and questions going on my mind. but I am forcing myself to not give up. I shall strive for a better tomorrow. and hope the day will come quickly.

you may be asking what is it that I’m doing in routine... oh well, nothing else but job hunting!

please get me another less torturous job. please, pretty please... sigh, already feeling the blue now...