Thanks...

it has been around me since quite a while…
but I gave it up years ago…
hoping that I can get it in a better way…
in a less suffering way…

at first I was alright…
no big deal instead…
then I realized it still exists…
no matter where I go, what I do…

I guess I live in denial…
telling myself I’m better now…
but in the corner of my mind…
it keeps bringing me back to reality once in a while…

it brings me happiness…
it brings me courage…
it brings me to live life…
it brings me craziness too…

i’ll be carrying it on with me for the rest of my life…
no matter I like it or not…
thanks for making it such a motive in my life…
I’ll try to be pleased about it…